♥ twenty hearts

Meant to be.

2012-01-13T00:27:00.000-08:00

" the power lines went out, and I am all alone. "

How's everybody? How's school? Hehe. Everything's fine for me. Well, I never online on weekdays. That's why there are no "first day of school" post. :)

School's been okay. Not bad and not good.. Anyway, I'm sitting with Ms. Nabila in the class. In front of us will be Naven and Diniesh. First day itself, we bonded! Hahhaa, they are hilarious. :)

As usual, I will be entering the school at 6:35. And, I always have my buddy, Richard in the morning to talk to, and follow up by Moses and slowly Stephen and the rest came. Vienna also come last. Hahaha, but still got to talk to her! Anyway, in the morning we usually talk about anything random but funny stuff of course (Y).

Hmmm. I forgot what day it was, but there's a day we did Mesyuarat Agong. Hehe. I took Chess, Girls Guide and English Club. As usual, Vienna is the same! hehe. We spend like err 2 hours together :D For chess, I am the secretary. And for Girls Guide I'm the president! (Y) PROUDDD. Hahaha no lah.

English club was fun! There got lots of people. Massuelyn, Stephen, Richard, Joshua, Diniesh, and lots more. BUDDIESS! Hahaha. It was hilarious. ;)

Then. Richard sang "I'm sexy and I know it" with Joshua. Then they started changing the lyrics to "She's sexy and she know it" and point at me. HAHAHHAHA superbly funny! I had a great time with them! And even better when everyone's gather around. I had the best time with VIENNA!!

I'm really feel happy for having them :') And, this year, I got closer with some. It's only January.. :) I love you guys! *bigbearhug*

Tomorrow

2012-01-03T00:57:00.000-08:00

School's gonna start tomorrow. And here I am, being lazy. Hoping that today will never end. Sigh. False hope. But, good luck everyone and off I go now :D

School.

2012-01-02T03:59:00.001-08:00

If I could stay on my bed forever; I'll be the happiest weird child, ever.

School's gonna start soon. I hate school. But, come to think about it, I have to attend school. For the sake of my SPM results and well, it's my last year, anyway. Yes, my last year. I'm typing that with a fucking smile on my face. I am happy that this would be the last year in school but, on the other hand, I have SPM this year. Which ruined the whole 'fucking smile on my face'.

I hope I can really catch up and ace my bloody SPM to get bloody scholarship and get into the bloody college. I've decided on which course I will take. On what I can really deal easily. I found out last year that I sucked real bad with Science. I am not the Science type. I sort of regret taking Science Stream. I hate my results, and the fact that there were mistakes in keying in my marks.

I'm thinking about taking a subject. An extra one so that I can take the course I want to take in college. I hope I can handle ten subjects. I really do. I hope to have one nice results. I am hoping for the best. I realllllyy praying hard.

Oh, not to forget, I'm 17 now. And this would be the time where some will get PLKN. Hmm, I have the highest risk in getting one. Boo. I don't know.. I have the feeling that I will get D: Gosh.....

Oh, before going...

HAPPY SCHOOLING EVERYONE!

31st Of December 2011.

2011-12-31T00:59:00.000-08:00

First of all, Happy Birthday Mum ♥
And secondly, a few more hours, we're welcoming 2012 =)

Okay, anyway. I watched a video. Of a guy proposing to his girlfriend. I bet you guys watched, but, I would really love it if the video is here, on my blog.

Sweetest thing ever :')

KLCC.

2011-12-30T03:52:00.000-08:00

Went to KLCC with someone yesterday. Hehe. I went out sort of early and yeah. Met up at KL Sentral. Hehe. We ended up watching three movies ohmylord.

First movie was, Mission Impossible 4. It was hilarious. Too bad I took a short ten minutes nap. Urgh. But, it was hilarious and yeah, it was a MUST WATCH movie. :)

Yes, I watched this with 3D. Proud to say this is my first movie I watch in 3D. I can now hide in my room for the rest of my life. :P Also, MUST WATCH movieee!

Third movie. Don't fucking watch this. THIS MOVIE IS SO DISTURBING AND CRREEPPYY.

Haha, okay. Short post. Hehe. Goodbye. ♥

Floating in the sky.

2011-12-26T02:32:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I watched GLEE 3D MOVIE. It was nice. 'cause I know the songs they sung. Well, they did in the episodes. Bought the CD yesterday and watched it yesterday. Okay, no. I got that for free :P. Hehe. *blush* Something happened and yeah, Mom and I laughed like hell listening to the jokes and then the kind.......shop owner decided to give the CD for free :) Thank you. *shakes hand*

I'm very in love with my curls today. Maybe 'cause I finally know how to apply the cream. Epic fail wtf. And, I love to put it sideway hehe. You might wanna know why.... Well, so that Damon Salvatore can rushed to me and bite me and turn me into a...vampire. Okay, seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me :O I'm actually on drugs. I'm crapping. I'm dreaming. I'm having..illusion. I'm sick. Period.

I'm currently typing this post with the internet connection disconnected. I repeat, disconnected. The fuck. My connection sucks nowadays. Just makes me wanna go TM and sue them. Like, hello?! We fucking paid for this stupid connection?! What the fuckkk D;

Oh, next February......on the 18th of February...... Avril Lavigne is coming to MALAYSIA!!

Okay.. I'm not a big fan of it, but... as a teenage girl, who don't want to go to a live concert??! Please.... So, I'm hoping that someone will sponsor MY ticket. For my sister, she can get her own ticket since she's working!! So, someone pretty please sponsor me a ticket! thankyou. ;P

Desperate.

2011-12-22T01:09:00.000-08:00

I would be more than happy if it rains cash. Yes, I'm so desperate. I need cash. But.. WHY?! Well, I spent my money too much. Literally too fucking much. I made a few stuffs that need money to get it. Wellll, some were epic fails, so I need to redo and rebuy. My bad :S And I recently just bought something that cost me a lot. :( I iz sad.

Ahh, anyway, my goddamn curls are GOING OFF. I just permed it last month and now everything is going off. The fuck? :( So, I'm planning to straighten my hair..again. It's been awhile to have straight hair. Yesh, I miss my straight hair.

But, having curled up hair is easier. As in dressing up. BUT, obviously, having straight hair is easier to take care.

Decades.

2011-12-20T22:57:00.000-08:00

HI everyone. Can't believe I'm actually blogging after, one month plus. So, hello. How you guys spent your holidays? Well, me, I did a few DIYs, and went out :)
Watched plenty of movies, thank you, someone. :P So, gonna start with the first movie I remembered watching during the holidays:

1) Paranormal Activity 3.

This wasn't in the third movie tho. Well, what can I say about this movie? The girls are cute? Yeah, indeed. And it was so fucking scary, I will not, watch any scary movie in the damn cinema anymore. Thank the Lord, the cinema wasn't cold. So, conclusion, me no likey the movie. :S

2) Real Steel.

THIS. Triple thumbs up. (Y) (Y) (Y) So, awesome I can run around the cinema without caring what people think. If you guys missed this movie, go freaking get a pirated CD of this!!

3) Breaking Dawn (Part 1)

THIS, boring as fuck. Damn, boringg. Seriously, waste of time. Ugh. Bella look like so..stiff. Edward looks like he's gonna die, the vampires' eyes look so stupid and the whole movie was.. disappointing. Should't have watched that. BUT, Bella look pretty when she put her wedding dress on. :)

4) New Year's Eve.

AHHHH, This is nice. You guys have to watch!! Superb hilarious and awesome. Damn, I wanna watch again! Hahaa, laughed so hard watching this. I just don't like the part where Zac Efron non stop calling Sarah Jessica Parker 'Sis' and Ashton Kutcher "Bro". That's just, plain annoying. Bon Jovi got slapped twice, :P.

5) The Muppets.

Another awesome funny movie!! Hehe. Miss. Piggy was... whoaa. Hahaha, and Sheldon Cooper was in the movie!! Best part of the movie, I guess? :P So, the video's here :

The song is nice and you guys should watch it. :)

Hehe. Done blogging. Adios, amigos. <3

It's been awhile.

2011-11-16T01:14:00.001-08:00

Since I don't have anything to blog.. WHY NOT BE A BITCH TODAY? :)

Warning : Bad words are uncountable.

Deep down in my heart, I hate you guys. I never thought you guys will treat me like this. This is specially for you guys. Hope you can live happily without blaming other people. I sincerely, hate both of you.

So, I've been accuse. You can accuse anything, but not this. So, the girlfriend of his, accuse I want to steal her boy. I don't need yours and I DON'T WANT YOURS. And, if you're so daring, why not tag me? Instead of putting 'A' at your status. Stop updating status saying this and that. Like, fuck you. Mind your words. You don't have to be so jealous until like that. For the love of God, don't act like that. Both of your relationship got problems, don't drag me into your shitload of craps.

Since last time, you say you love Jesus and stuff. Okay, I respect that. Since you're so holly, and maybe you have a big gigantic halo on your head, think twice before saying some fucking bitchy stuff. Like, I want to touch YOUR boy? Excuse me, I don't want him. I've always treated BOTH of you as my FRIENDS. Now, both of you are no longer my friends. You said you can be a good friend and a bad enemy. Whoa. I'm so scared. Just for your information, you're SO NOT a good friend. If you're one, why accuse me? Why so jealous? Why so bitchy? Why putting me into your shitload of fucking stuffs?

Please, for the love of God, act your goddamn fucking age, not your fucking shoe size. You say I update my status? Well, it's TWEETS. Not status. And you say I don't dare to talk to you face to face? Uhm.. sorry. You're the one who updating status and put 'A' there.

I hope both of you read this. Both of you are no longer my fucking friends. Just stay away from me. I might puke blood when I see both of you. If you guys have anymore problems, please, PLEASE stop dragging people inside. And if a guy can't talk to any girls, and a girl can't talk to any guys, I suggest you deactivate your Facebook account and cut off your internet connection.

I don't mean to be rude, but you made me to. I hope you read this. And if you're thinking about spamming my Chatbox with any username, please don't. Write your name. You started this and you made me do this.

You want to call me bitch? I don't care. You guys ruined my fucking day.

THIS IS WRITTEN BY ADELYNE TI. ( Just, for your information, it's not A )

Hachiko.

2011-11-05T03:56:00.000-07:00

I know it's a lil too late, but.. this story just make me cry. Literally, touches my heart. Just finished watching Hachiko. A 1 hour 28 minutes movie can make me use up one box of tissue. You can see my eyes, super swollen and red. LOL mom will think I'm crazy.
You know, when you watching..and it's even worse if you actually have your own dog. :'(
I have no words to type out now.. Bye.

Finally.

2011-11-02T04:13:00.000-07:00

Finally, exam's over. Will update soon about John's graduation. :)

Happy Deepavali. :)

2011-10-25T09:24:00.000-07:00

Happy Deepavali guys :)

Hope you guys gonna have a great one!
I can hear fireworks blasting. And the beautiful fireworks across the dark sky. It's lovely.

I'm currently downloading Hachiko. A sad dog story, which I know, I need a box of tissue ready right next to me.
There, I know I'll cry my ass of. But, it's a great movie! So, the tears rolling down my cheek worth it :')
So fast, it's already Wednesday. The next day you're gonna wake up knowing it's already Christmas.
Time pass so fast this year. Like, damn fast.
Ugghh, right now, I can't wait for my exams to end. :D

Alright, just a SHORTTTT update. Good Night, bloggers. ♥ ;D

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2011-10-23T21:42:00.000-07:00

Listened to this song. Really meaningful, eyh? And, it's kinda sad.

Blow the candles out.

2011-10-21T17:53:00.000-07:00

So, I've been skipping lots of shows lately. Can't wait to catch it up soon, ;).

Right now, I'm downloading (500) Days of Summer. Ah, I miss that movie. So, I re-download and planning to watch and make my heart melt. ♥

And.. coming up, I wanna watch The Time Traveler's Wife. The book's superbly good. And I hope the movie's good too. ;)

I feel so left out for movies nowadays. But..after exams, I'm gonna download more movies! And.. Vampire Diaries Season 3! Ughh so much to download. Glee, Pretty Little Liars... :O

Whyee! /jumps like crazy/ OH. And I've been making buns on my head. The main reason is because of the place I'm sitting. NO FAN. Burning... So, that explains my hairstyle nowadays. LOL.

OJIASDIOFSFIGASDKUIFYG WHY SO CUTE? AKFHGAIFY

Okay, shall stop being so crazy. Anyway, here's a story I want you guys to read. ;)

72 years together: The couple who died holding hands
After 72 years of marriage, Norma and Gordon Yeager died within one hour of each other — and were buried in a single coffin

Here's a love story for the ages — or the movies. Iowa couple Norma and Gordon Yeager were both in their 90s and had been married 72 years when they were hospitalized following a car accident. The nurses and doctor kept the two together in the intensive care unit, and they lay there, barely responsive but holding hands. Gordon passed away, and, exactly one hour later, Norma followed him, still holding his hand. "They just loved being together," says their son Dennis. "He always said, 'I can't go until she does because I gotta stay here for her.' And she would say the same thing." Here, a brief guide to their incredible story:

Who was this extraordinary couple?
Ninety-year-old Norma and 94-year-old Gordon Yeager met while Norma was still in high school and Gordon was working at the Chevrolet Garage in State Center, Iowa. They were married on May 26, 1939, the day Norma graduated. They had four children together, one daughter and three sons. Tragically, their two middle children were killed in car accidents. "They believed in marriage," says their son, Dennis. "They chose each other and once they had committed, that was it."

How did they die?
Last Wednesday, as the couple was driving into town, Gordon mistakenly pulled out in front of another car. The Yeagers were rushed to the hospital following the collision and given a shared room in intensive care. Though they were "not really responsive," they held hands as they lay there, side-by-side. At 3:38 p.m, Gordon passed away, but, then, his family noticed his heart monitor was still beeping. "It was really strange," Dennis says. Then a nurse looked and saw that the couple's hands were still clasped. "Her heart was beating through him and [the monitor was] picking it up," Dennis says. At 4:48 p.m., one hour after her husband, Norma passed away as well. "Neither one of them would've wanted to be without each other," says their daughter, Donna Sheets. "We were very blessed, honestly, that they went this way."

How will they be buried?
At their funeral on Tuesday, Norma and Gordon shared a casket and held hands. Once cremated, their ashes will be mixed together. They aresurvived by their two children, Norma's sister, Virginia Keil, Gordon's brother, Roger, 14 grandchildren, 29 great-grandchildren, and one great-great grandchild. "We don't hear love stories like Norma and Gordon's anymore," says Lindsay Mannering at The Stir. "We hear about lying, cheating, and divorce. Hopefully there are couples all over the world who share a similar story because I'd like to live in a world where this is the norm and not the exception."
Sources: Daily Mail, Huffington Post, The Stir

Rest in Peace.

Can't help it.

2011-10-17T02:24:00.000-07:00

Today's awkward. I actually went over all my link list, which I never ever do before. So, looks like I need to catch up with millions posts I missed. :)

I actually took time to click 'older post' okay T_T So, yeah. This bitch is so fucking good.

If there's 'sibuk' in your mind you, I suggest you jump down the building before I rip your heart out. /prepares knifes/

Seriously.. I mean, there's a reason why you put your blog PUBLIC, right?

Anyway, I saw things I was not supposed to see. LOL. I mean.. seriously, feel kinda...doll-ish after reading. LOL, okay...people won't understand what the fuck I'm saying?! o_0

Okay, anyway... History was one fucking bitch. Plus, a bitch made my angry today. Which clearly, I would hate you for the rest of my life.

Tomorrow Moral. /prays/

Hopefully, it's gonna be easy as shit. Pleaseeee, pretty pweaseee.

Anyway, let's see. Today.. nothing much happened. Just, hate that bitch like so fucking much. Plus, seeing things I'm not supposed to see. Oh fuck, amazing life eyh?

Let's make things clear, I. am. sick. of. being. a. replacement.

I know what kind of humans are. The moment you speak to me, I'll know your attitude. I know your characteristics, and it's good. But, I know real hard that when you say things like that, you meant it. Right? Same goes when you said things before everything.. right? LOL. I'm thinking..should I ask? Or I shall ignore? I know what it feels like. So, why not wait and wait for the right one? You meant everything there and I know. So.. why forget about someone so fast? ;)

Found a girl, and you're marry now.

2011-10-15T20:59:00.000-07:00

Lazy to read. Lazy to do everything. Woke up kinda early, since I slept at 2:30. The horror. Eyes nearly roll down.
Anyway, yesterday was Bryan's graduation! :) He's so cute! I'm so proud of him. =)
Mwahaha, can't wait for mine next year, ;)

This month will be hectic. So many things. Exam, graduations to attend and finally, holidays! :)
I know I should not update my blog..but since I need to upload Bryan's photos.. so WHY NOT? :)

Remember this face? The oh-my-god-exam-is-so-fucking-near-what-the-hell-i'm-suppose-to-do face. :)

Words by Train.

2011-10-12T02:47:00.000-07:00

But, I prefer Marry Me by Train.
Ugh, too bad, it's reformatted and it's gone. Shall download it after my finals.

So, yeah. I did my BM paper today. And my hand is swollen! Like, wtf?! I wrote.. 2 freaking essays.
OH. I know why. Paper 2 got so many shits to write. I still need my hand for English. :/
So, maybe they're right. I am weak. I have a very weak right hand. Yes, I admit now.

So, I've not seen NABILA for ages and Vienna for days! Right?! But, still. We'll not talk much. We're like.. half the globe from each other? -__-
Anyway, Nabila. She's like... the freakingly long lost friend :O She came late to school today! So, we didn't had the chance to talk before our school starts. But, during exams.. Mwaha, we waved like hell.
Yes, I was waving. And I sit in front of teacher. HAHAH. Sucks to have your initial name as 'A'.
But it was fun saying Hi with her. We're like kinda farrrrrr. :)

Then, during Paper 2. The horrorrr -___- Wrote so much. Bunch of craps.
Then, I decided to give Nabila a flying kiss! /blows/ After that... everyone stares. WTF? I wave all tak nampak. Flying kiss nampak. -__-
Then, Richard sing again. LOLOL. Seriously, exam also can sing?! Not bad. But, do your exam lah bro.

Eyes on you.

2011-10-10T02:46:00.000-07:00

Those photos above are.. ♥

Alaska!

2011-10-09T02:01:00.000-07:00

Hello, everyone. /waves/

Okay, so today's kinda boring. I went out, came back, showered, walk around the house, disturb my sister and blog. Lifeless? I know.

Anyway, I got my bangs back! And totally brought me back to the days where I had my bangs, which was.. 2008? Yeah, I think.

I have no idea what to write.

-empty-

2011-10-07T08:14:00.000-07:00

Oh my Lord. How many more days exam? Ah, screw it. ;P

My mind speaks.

2011-10-05T20:29:00.000-07:00

Have you ever listen to any emotional songs and tragically, you will somehow feel emotions out of a sudden? Yes, even when you're in cloud nine.
Have you ever thought of anything; by just listening to some certain songs?
Have you ever buckle-up and determine to live your life, when you listen to Adele?
Have you ever feel like your life is way more meaningful after reading any inspiring quotes?

Well, to summarize up all the questions above; screw those bitches and bastards that made any of your days went bad. Why bother much about them? Why let them control your emotions?

And I bet I'm strongly attached to, at least, 11,000 things. Sadly.
For me, I feel miserable, mostly about my past. About decisions I've made. About how I use to treat as good as a saint, and turns out, they brought up the jackass side of them. But, now I realize, it's a waste of time, thinking about the past, regretting.

Apparently, having a heart is also a bad thing. I can't stand watching people get emotional because of me. But, bitches/bastards tend to forget that we, normal human own heart. They love doing stuffs that break our heart and leave tears dripping down from our eyes, to our cheeks. Our tears worth more than that. And thank you, bastard/bitches, my eye sight got clearer.

Wishful thinking; having wishes that (maybe) will never, ever come true. I have a lot. Uncountable ones. I'm very sure all my wishes will never come true. But, there's no harm wishing right? Who knows? /smiles/

Hence, I shall not care about what other feels when people don't ever care about me. Right?

Golden smile.

2011-10-04T03:49:00.000-07:00

/heart melts/ Look at them! Ohmygod! :D I like the first picture, the most. Yeah, mainly the photography skills. ;) But, they're so adorable! ♥

Anyway, it's been awhile since my last update. It's October now. Which means, exams! D; But, whatever. Let's talk about school. /dies/ Anyway, school's fine. I skipped yesterday and tomorrow. Mwahah. Of course, I'll skip with my bestfriend; Vienna. :) Today we keep on singing. 'Grab somebody sexy tell them HEY!' I, actually, deep down my heart, hate that song. But, it's fun singing with her. After she sing that part, I'll say 'HEY' as if I'm the sexy one -__- Self-absorbed gila.

We never really study today in the school. Wasted 6 hours of my life D: But, fun lah talk to Vienna. KAN? ;) When exam, we're like so freaking far away. So, continue.. Cive say I jealous when he talk to other girls. Please..you make me wanna puke. Cive perasan tahap maksimum.

I, once told Vienna. IF I ever like Cive, she'll pancung my head off. :D :D Don't perasan. I'm not blushing, gila. I laugh until like that. -__- Then, in Biology lab. I argued with him. Then

Bio teacher: nowadays got lots of people marry with different race.

Me: Noooo. Tak mungkin. Saya tak akan kahwin dengan dia.

Bio teacher: Tak mungkin, nanti mesti kahwin. *smiles widely*

Me: -___- Uuughhh.

Okay, take note that I never, ever, ever gonna marry Cive. ANYONE with different race, but not Cive. THERE. Even if he's the last one standing. I will rather live alone, forever. #foreveralone.

So, conclusion.... School's only nice if we spend our 6 hours, talking. ;)

And, tomorrow I'm skipping school. OMG THE JOY :')

THIS IS SIMPLY AMUSING. :O

Unexpected.

2011-09-27T03:08:00.000-07:00

Yes, with the amount of questions wondering.

Wondering what's right and what's wrong.

And you keep thinking, all the circumstances in life you try to ignore

I can say that I'm bad at ignoring.

But, life is full of disappointment.

Sunday

2011-09-18T02:45:00.001-07:00

Tomorrow's school. What a joyful day.

If I have time, I'll update on Friday! :)

Time Flies.

2011-09-16T08:08:00.000-07:00

Hello, Friday :) It's been treating me good, so far. Hehe. So, I finally updated my status at Facebook and it's obviously to that guy. Yes, I noticed that he's kinda active nowadays-- so.. to your face! Anyway, I've been thinking about..re-editing my layout. Let's see if I have time.

Right now, the internet connection is so shity I have no words. Sigh. Why Friday night? Oh, wait. Erase that. WHY EVERY NIGHT? I'm so sick of the internet connection. When it rains, you can prepare to die. -____-
Shows how annoying it is. I am currently typing this post with the internet connection disconnected. (note that it's not even connected yet) Okay..whatever. /faints

So, I went out almost the whole day. Went to Metro Point, and manage to waste my time. Sigh. Should have stay home. I'm not a weather forecast; so I don't know it's gonna rain and freeze me to death at Metro Point. Anyway, I really want to die during the rainy days. I used to love being cold. But now, I rather die. I'll freeze to death ;O

Oh, and Mom bought me a reload card, again. Shit, I feel bad. Anak tak guna omg!

Damn, I should have asked the doctor to do this. Now, I look like a total freak. DAMNIT.

Turning Tabels.

2011-09-15T05:32:00.001-07:00

The title above is a song from Adele. I love, love her since forever! And today, I finally downloaded her album. Due to internet connections I had previously, I plan to download it later. Now, I'm loving it. Her songs are so meaningful and really, really lovely. Her picture above, gorgeous right? ;)

Anyway, I have decided. I want to be as bad ass as I was back in Form 2. I hate him now. I don't care if I break his heart or his spinal cord, or his leg, I don't care. I will not say sorry (duh) I will not even look at him with the 'guilty' feeling. I will walk next to him, with my anger. I will not care, anymore.

See? You started this. Not me. You ask for this. I don't want to give any hardcore thing to you, but I don't care now. I hate you.

Pretending.

2011-09-14T06:05:00.000-07:00

Noted. Noted. Noted.

I had kinda rough week. Monday was the worst of all. My best friend was absent, make things even harder. Everyone knows how I react with disgusting stuff. Yes, I'm having OCD mentally and physically. Not really. Minor ones. Anyway, if you're gonna tell me any disgusting stuffs, please, please know that I'm gonna jump down the building or anything, okay? I want to live longer, so please don't force me to die fast.

I try to hold back my feelings, but too bad, I can't. I don't have any remote. I have no pause button in me. It sucks to actually have swollen eyes. I can't really sleep due to the swollen eyes. It's been awhile since I cry. Oh wait.. there's once. It was on Tuesday during PE? Yeah, Vienna, remember?

Okay whatever. Still, this was the worst. I'm tired of crying for days. I've been crying since last week. And finally, being a normal girl on Tuesday. I had a bad day on Monday. Terrible.

On Monday; I had sort-of 1 hour talk on the phone with Awesome Boy. Thanks for the call. It means a lot to me. Sorry, for the credit charges! I feel super bad. But, you did make me feel better that night. ;) /hugs.

And not to forget; Vienna Oni Samudra! I love your palm the other day! Where our Biology teacher gave me the marker and you wrote something. Mad Love! Thanks for being at my side. Thanks for saying that I'm not a bitch. :D :D And thanks for making my day :') I had fun in school today, finally. :)

OKAYYYYY. Moving on. I woke up around 3? And I nearly die. Stomach ache to mad. I can't find the switch for the light and I hate being in the dark. Hence, I grab a torchlight and on it. I have to sit against the wall. I can no longer walk. So, yeah. Then, went to school. Nearly die during Physics class & I sat the the front table. :/ And then got extra class for PHYSICS. I lean on Nabila's shoulder 'cause I feel so dead. Then, Physics's teacher had a glance on us. Creepy sial! But then, we laughed like mad. Ahaha.

Conclusion; I had a normal school day. And I'm sort of happy with my friends and awesome boy. :) Terima kasih, all. :D

Happy Week.

2011-09-09T07:55:00.000-07:00

Some pictures are, pretty amazing. :)

This week is a blast. Yes, Adelyne Ti is saying school is fun this week, believe it or not. ( putting aside all the bad things that happened ). So, I had fun in school. I repeat, school. I was absent on Monday, so whatever. But, Tuesday-Friday was fun. I actually spend my time talking to Vienna and Nabila! :D Plus, dozen of homeworks per day. Crazy. Epicly fun.

Richard and everyone is FUN to talk to. Laugh until my stomach hurts. Plus all the funny things they did. Oh, I have extra class tomorrow. I was so damn happy when Vienna text me saying that she's going. PHEWW. :D

But, bad things happened, too. But, I'll just forget about it and pretend that nothing happen. 'Cause life's too short to worry about stupid stuffs. :D Right?

Fun Fact about me : I hate the word NOOB.

Thank you, Awesome Boy for calling me (almost) every night. :D Sorry for the annoying voice of mine. -__- And Thank you for the morning and night texts you sent. Made my days :). I've been listening to Brielle, everyday. Morning, afternoon and night. :D Did you? Ahaha. I know you're busy. HEHE :D

4th Of September.

2011-09-03T20:54:00.000-07:00

First of all; Happy Birthday, Bryan! :) You're finally six. ;)
So, today's the last day of my one week holidays. Which sucks. Having sore throat since yesterday and now a lil flu. Ate Cheese cake yesterday and my stomach is still, aching. Sucks to be me.
So, I have one reason to be happy and one reason to be sad.

This post is actually especially for the Awesome Boy! He went to University this morning. I received your text, just that I cannot reply 'cause I'm afraid that I will disturb your orientation thingy. :S Thanks for always be there for me. Today's a very awkward morning for me. I used to Whatsapp or Tweet with you this kind of time. Sigh. :( But, I'm happy to see your Morning text. Make my day :). I'm glad you listen to my favorite songs. :D

Anyway, Good Luck with everything you're doing. You can do it and I believe in you :). If there's anything I'm here for you :D. And listen to Brielle everyday :). I'll wait for your Good Night wish, too by the way ;P.

Oh, and I miss talking to you already. ;(

The Ocean.

2011-09-02T09:05:00.000-07:00

I feel depressed. For no reason. And my iTunes with so much help, keep playing emo songs. Wtf? Usually all the hardcore songs. What? Now iTunes can read my mind?

Your Surrender.

2011-08-31T02:51:00.000-07:00

How's Wednesday treating you so far? Well, mine is just a normal dull day. Had a tiring day in the house. So, tired. Nothing special happened, as usual. And I'm right here, empty mind. Not knowing what's the aim for me blogging here instead wasting my time. I feel, lifeless.

Slept late last night. had a great time with the siblings and the TV. Watch a ghost story and it's epicly funny! :). Gonna watch Paul tonight, I think. I love to watch movies with them. ;) But, today is already Wednesday, and I can smell school already. Which sucks.

I hate Monday Blues. I don't want to have them. Clearly, I can't stop the time. I can only enjoy my times sleeping late and watch the TV before living with my books, again.

Time pass, so fast. It's already 31st Of August 2011. Just a few more hours, it's gonna be September. The month I've been waiting for, but I don't think I'm looking forward to it anymore. It brings out pain. I had enough. Finals is coming, soon enough before I can even blink.

Okay, enough. Hope you guys enjoy your leftover holidays! Which is, a few more days. Fuck, sorry for reminding. :P Facebook is so annoying. Just, stop requesting games. I won't play.

I think I'm crazy. When I listen to emo love songs, I will transform until a scary emo version of myself. :/

YES.

Second Day.

2011-08-30T00:46:00.000-07:00

Second day of what? .... Holidays.

So, I am now.. blank. So, I wanna tell everyone how thankful I am to my life.
So, I have a perfect family with parents and siblings. Well, yes. My parents DO nag sometimes. Well, it's normal right? Who doesn't? They'll talk about my online time ( which is clearly pass the time LMAO :P ) , and me, not doing my homeworks and I do house chores, so yeah. Passed.
I can say I'm happy enough that they don't screw me up when I never listen to them. Obviously, they never do anything! Mwhaha. No, I'm not spoiled, by the way.
And I have a elder brother, and elder sister. With my brother, 6 years difference and with my sister, 3 years difference. :) They do annoy me, obviously. And I do the same, so.. fair enough. Hahaha. ;P
We all have different personalities, different face ( Oh Lord, PLEASE, we don't look alike. ) and different music taste. In music, we are SO different. Like, half a globe different. TOTALLY DIFFERENT.
Sometimes, some songs that my brother listen, I'll like it. But, hell. My sister's.. totally not my type. ;X

So, anyway. The conclusion is; I am a happy girl, with a happy life. ♥

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Back to my random updates. I had unproductive days. I never study which is kinda normal for a lazy human being on earth like me. I've been watching Big Bang Theory for the past few hours. It was one fucking hilarious show. Epic.

I ate my breakfast at Old Town. Superbly awesome breakfast. :) But, then I have stomach ache now. I did not eat lunch, well If you think eating a plum at this hour is counted as lunch, then fine. I had a very freakinly light lunch. Indeed. Then my sister left for open house. My brother's upstairs. With his laptop. Mom on the phone for hours and Dad went out. So, yeah. I need to get a cold shower now and back to the books! ( Homework WTF ).

So, did you guys enjoy the holidays so far? I did, a bit. ;P

Do you remember this? Hehhe, her dress, is, so, super, short. Mygod.

The Sun.

2011-08-28T23:09:00.000-07:00

I can say that this picture makes me feel calm. I wanna be the one who stand there and enjoy the view. It's nice. right? If only someone could take me there, just for vacation, I'll marry them. :) ♥
I would love to take this kind of pictures. Just, made my day. :)

So, just now, Stephen, Dev & Ryan came to my house to take a pendrive. They came around 12. Mom saw them coming, so I just went out with Bryan & Benjamin behind me. :) Benjamin is kinda close with Ryan. No idea why. Ryan's mother is going to pick them, and there's time. So, Benjamin & Bryan went out and played football/volleyball with all 3 of them. ;)

Ahahha, it was fun to see them play! Benjamin non-stop following Ryan. LOLOL. It was funny. Then, my sister gave them Pepsi. Ahhaa, seriously pity Ryan. 'Cause Benjamin non-stop drinking his Pepsi! LMAO. It was funny. I wonder if he get to drink it? But, they had fun! :)

I had a conversation with Bryan & Benjamin just now ;)

Bryan/Benjamin/Me

Tomorrow Stephen, Ryan and Dev coming again ah?

I don't know. See when lah.

Where's Ryan?

They will come soon. WAIIIITTTT.

AHAHAHHAA OMG. Next time they go futsal MUST bring the boys go! :D

So, another picture I admire;

Much love! x

Typical Sunday.

2011-08-28T04:04:00.000-07:00

All you did was smile.

2011-08-26T08:06:00.000-07:00

The title is from a song lyrics. :)
I plan to blog in this order. Not in paragraph. I don't have the mood today.
So, I went to school today. Hehehe. Had ceramah and clearly, it was kinda boring. But, I had a great time laughing/annoyed.
I took Khogulan's money to buy food today. I'll pay him back or else drama will happen. -___-
Okay, so.. Cive came today! Lmao. Liar.
He called me noob a few times. With Dev. -____- (korang bukanlah pro sangat)
Anyway, there's a guy called Sharvin. Or whatever. I always forget his name.
He non-stop saying HI to me. I never respond, cause he took my bottle yesterday. Babi.
Okay, fun fact about me.. I hate people take my bottle, pencil case or whatever is mine that I love.
So, fucked up. Today he took my goddamn bottle and forced me to say HI. LOL, of course, I did not give up.
I only gave a one word respond. ' Fuck ' And my bottle is with me. So, those dumb fuck need some aggressive words only they'll give back my stuffs?

I had a fun day today.

2011-08-25T02:31:00.000-07:00

Okay, this might be hard to hear, well, it's from me, so, it's harder. I had a great time in school today. Without feeling any blues and laughed my heart out. Which clearly, made my day! ♥ There's horny stuff of course, but it made me laugh, so whatever.

I played 'Chi Ku Pak' today with Vienna, Nazreena, Dev, Civeprasad, Stephen, and.. who else? :x That's all I remember. Nazreena wanted to play and so, we played. I suck at it. Like, super teruk. I lost a few times, which is kinda funny. Epic, epic. :D :D After that, we play shooting. I don't know what is the game called. Final round was me and Civeprasad! Unexpected. I first time play eyh! PROOO. ;P
So, I continue playing with Civeprasad. I won, =). He go tell everyone he's giving me chance or else I'll cry.
-___-

Then, after recess. We played shootinggg! Again. :) This time with other group of people. With Menon, Manickam, Arun, Cive, Stephen, Richard, Dev, and.. I cannot remember. I think no more. :) I won a few times! :DD. But, when final with Arun and Dev, this Menon ask them to shot me. Just because I shot him. :) Ah, with all these things I wrote, I can officially say that I'm so fucking good in this game. :P
I haaad fun today! No studying. Just talked with Vienna, played with them, and.. go back!

Tomorrow a lot of them not going to school. But, I'm going. T_T It's okay. Time flies. I will be back home soon! =)

Till then, kawans!

Craps.

2011-08-21T03:28:00.000-07:00

*laughs* I'm only blogging because I feel bored. I'm still thinking what TV SHOWS should I download. I'm currently catching up on GossipGirl. For Pretty Little Liars, I'm always on track with them :). There's another old show, called Eastwick.

Ashley Benson, Daren Criss, and the Kyle xy guy is all in here. (Y). Should I download this? Only 13 episodes. :).

Or Gossip Girl Season 4? Doomed! :x

I'm related to music.

2011-08-19T10:26:00.000-07:00

It's funny how most of her songs is strongly attached to me. Which makes me love her more. :)

I have my own limitations. I'm not always cool with attitudes that totally turn my day into blues. I may be smiling at you, but you have 0% idea of how I killed you a few times, in my own imagination scenario. LMAO. It's not like I'm rude.. it's just that, you're annoying. I have to.. speak up?

I feel.. disgusted? *laughs* Okay, fine. I'll just screw this.

So, I've been thinking. If I keep quiet ALL THE TIME, to please you.. I'm a total loser, then? Well, I'm not. I am a bitch when it comes to these. I will not give up. God, I'm not a doll. Sorry :)

When you be TOO nice to people, you will get lower than everyone else.

Instead of having fake giggles, I will smack your head.

Don't be too sure that I'll be there forever; I'll make you vanish from my sight.

Yes, I'm smiling; but the fire in me will be out, soon enough.

I will have no fucking peace with you.

You're messing with a gorilla, my friend. ;)

&hearts;

Happy!

2011-08-18T03:01:00.000-07:00

I'm always happy. Why choose to be sad, when you can be happy? *grinslikeshit* Okay.. fine. I'll tell you why. Cause tomorrow is.. Friday, Friday, Gotta get down on Friday. Seriously, that song is kinda fun too, eyh? =).

Hari ni, sekolah macam biasa. LMAO. Okay, school was kinda funny (again). All the weird, evil, awesome sarcasm from everyone, is just, pure cool. Oh, I came with another hair style today! Tong realize first! :) Then, Ryan. LOL glad that everyone knows that. Or else, I'll look like an idiot.

As usual, Thrusday = Pretty fucked off day. But, everything went well today. :) Mom came early. Heheh, I don't have to wait so long (Y). Tomorrow must go school. We're going to do our Chemistry peka together, as a family. *faints*.

Argued with Richard today. Hahaha. Epic, epic. It was fun lah, anyway. *smiles widely*
Okay.. don't know what to write.
Bye. :)

Just to let you know.. Holidays is coming! MANICURES, GIRLS!

When things don't turn out best;

2011-08-16T03:16:00.000-07:00

you'll feel fucked up. *sadface.

This girl is beyond cute :3

Right? I feel that way. So, life's sucks! When you have body ache. Maigod. Pain as fuck. Suffered in school, dying at home, but still can blog. THAT'S HOW I ROLL. Be jealous, I don't care. :)
So.. this exam I've done 0% preparation. Why, Adelyne? WHY? 'Cause it's just a goddamn monthly test?
Hehe. I'm motivated, anyway. Learned a BIUTIFUL lesson. I shall start kiss my books every night. Even the word beautiful also don't know how to spell. Le sigh. *bangs head to the wall*

Had a great day in school today. Managed to laugh a lot. Whee, I'm healthier than you guys! Vienna and Stephen made my day! LMAO. :)
I'm pretty sure my moral result gonna be as ugly as fuck. (expected).
Currently reading my novel. I need a break too lah sayang.
Anyway, today our very own Nabila told us something.. that made everyone, esp VIENNA, heart attack. Right? So epic I can dieee!

Okay, so.. nothing last forever. ( well, some ). I don't really like to involve myself too much in..beyond social life. Something, which I wanna stay forever and never make the same mistake again. (rotate your brain, eventually, you'll know what I am trying to say). I don't wanna end up regretting. And I'm not a doll. Yes, I know I'm cute. But, I'm breathing.. so I'm not a doll okay? (ZOMG I'M SO SELF-ABSORB! :P)
Okay lah, the cute part, I'm just joking. Haehehe. ;P

Ahhh, totally love this photo :3. Rain, forever? I will stand there FOREVER.

Till then, amigos! ;)

Have a good day.

Current Obsession.

2011-08-15T02:32:00.000-07:00

I've always love Miley's hair! );

I stole some photos just for editing's sake. :P Enjoy!

Sunday Night.

2011-08-14T18:57:00.000-07:00

I give 7.5/10 :)

The eye of the beholder :). Watched with my sister last night until 1 am. It was a really confusing and sad movie. I somehow have a lot of different thoughts. It's complicated but nice to watch. Watch at NTV7. They cut a lot of parts, so.. it makes things even MORE complicated. I thought they cut the ending, too. But, I was wrong. It was that very weird ending. And I wikipedia-ed the movie. HE IS HER ANGEL. No father-daughter relationship. Ugh, :/.

Hence..I still don't get it. DAMN.

HARRRCHOOOO! x3.

2011-08-12T10:29:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile since I wanna type long post :). Just finish watching PLL, and am still waiting for episode 10! Omaigod, heartshearts. Excited! Sneezing like mad and nose's being a total bitch. I hate having flu. It's suffering.
Okay, so.. time passed. Exam's fucking over and I have no idea what the fuck I'm gonna get. LMAO.
I studied...last minute.

So, life's awesome, as usual. *insertsarcasticsmile* I hate life! Zomg, I want 2011 to die fast. DIE HARD.
I really wanna pee, but I'm too lazy to get up. Okay. Awkward. Close Topic.
I have the urge to kill someone now, anyone. Don't mess with me yo. Okay, I think I'm drunk :|

Anyway, can't wait for D-DAY to come. I sound..dramatic. :P. I don't mind. It's part of me. Okay, to be truly honest.. I NEED TO TALK TO VIENNA.
LMAOOOOOO. Bye.

I love you this big.

2011-08-11T03:22:00.000-07:00

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Awwh :'). This video is posted like.. one day ago? :) I love him! I love the song and the video. The effects, bokeh, grass, lights, his parents? , the couples, his voice and... HIM. ♥ Omaigod, he's so cute.
Anyway, exam's over and I'm out of here. Don't have the energy to blog LMAO. Bye!

Mission Impossible.

2011-08-06T21:35:00.000-07:00

Spot the geek glasses necklace? I bought one at Forever 21. Absolute love.

Hey x). I'm having sore eyes.. so beware! :( Might not go to school tomorrow. Or else, the whole class will get sore eyes. LOL. That will be bad.

Currently playing the lame version of 'Maple Story' at Facebook. Seriously, damn lame.

Level 1 can hit until 192 already. LOL. IF level 30+? -___-

Just to kill the blue snail need a few times. With the strength of 192, terus mati, lah ok?

Played and stopped. Now, I feel like installing back. ;P Wheee! Should I? I promise to play only once a week!

Can't wait for holidays. ♥ I need freedom. And more sleep. A dead girl is typing. Lol xD.

Sun is a star.

2011-08-05T08:05:00.000-07:00

Hello ;). Hehehe. I'm blogging! Woots. Because.. I read people's blog and just envy the NEED to blog. So, my hand got itchy. ;P. I'm gonna crap ASAP. I wanna watch PLL! :P

School's fine. Complete week of school with no harm done. Monday is a holiday, that's the reason. I just hate Monday blues. Beyond shit. Did homeworks, laugh a lot, sleepy in Chemistry class, and finally, did my group presentation oral. Relived ;). Ours is the last group, so.. it's a lil awkward for me, but it goes smoothly :). I'm glad. :D

Well, I'm on a sick mode. Sad. Having sore throat and flu. Been sneezing like mad since this evening. Can't really concentrate on my Biology Peka. I scared I write wrongly and I have to re-write everything, again.
I hate using ruler and cut off. It's messy. Yikkkes! So, I plan not to do anything important tonight, and sleep early later. ;)

My hair is messing me up. Gotta get my curls back. I'm happy with my fringe. Just hope it grows.. faster.
Ohmaigod, feel like dying now. ;( Very cold. Internet very bitchy now!
Gonna watch my movie now. Byeee ;)

Moonlight.

2011-07-31T04:08:00.000-07:00

I'm feeling so hungry. I've been looking out all the pizzas pictures. .____. *jaw drops.

Sigh, how I wish I'm gonna have Pizza for dinner. ;( Too bad, it's impossible.

Wishful thinking.. let me dream. :)) Pictures for you guys, make sure your saliva never drop everywhere. ;P

YUMMMMEEEHHHHH. :)

I came back,

2011-07-27T20:08:00.000-07:00

I wish I can run away and go to Paris with you.

Around 1 week I never blog already :). Sorry, I don't miss my blog at all. T_T. Suppose to online tomorrow, but, since I skipped school today, WHY NOT? :)
We did our Biology and Chemistry experiment this week. Chemistry was fine. Biology was beyond disgusting. Um, just, disgusting.
So.. I'm lazy to talk about school. Everybody knows, school is just some place where you hate, the most.

So.. Life's good. When you have exam two more weeks, and you're sitting here. BLOGGING and waiting for one goddamn episode to load. ;P

This is the oh-my-god-exam-two-more-weeks look :)

Fly ;)

2011-07-22T09:56:00.000-07:00

Time pass.. kinda fast. As I go through all my old photos.. I was different.

I keep on viewing Benjamin's baby photos. How much he grow. =)

He can now speak like a kiddy. He plays football like so damn pro. ( based on everyone's opinion ).

I watch him grow. :) ♥

Ignore my face! See how much I love himmm! ♥

Pictures are not arrange in order. random orderrr! :)

No hard feelings.

2011-07-22T07:46:00.001-07:00

Shup Up. You don't get what other people feel.

Perfection #2.

2011-07-20T20:20:00.000-07:00

So, remember about my post Perfection? :) I pick out Diana Agron, right? ;)

I plan to pick Shay Mitchell. She's from PLL. :)

Shay and Naya! :) They are best buds! I once saw them tweeting each other. ;)

Till then ;)

Sick! :(

2011-07-16T20:08:00.000-07:00

I am officially sick. My sore throat came back and now am having flu. *cries.
Why this kind of time only sick? No other better time? Stupid. -___-
Now eat or drink also pain. ;( Something is buzzing my mood off! My sickness and the fuckin' internet connection!
*SCREAMSSSSSSSSS*

Am downloading movie some more. Bitchy internet connection! D; Ohmygod. Whatthefuck. I need to do some fuckin ass shitz. Stupid internet! Okay. I shall calm down.

So.. here's the thing. I am ~~secretly~~ hating my neighbors. Both also new ones. Which is way, it make things.. worse.

On my left side.
It's a family. Got cucu, nenek, ibu, datuk, anak.. and kawan? LOL. So.. today. Early in the morning, mom was at the kitchen. Doing some stuffs. And then she heard a conversation of my neighbor. It's between Nenek and Anak ( who owns 3 anaks )
They were talking about Ginger. The Nenek was saying.. ' Don't know Ginger eat already or not..' ( In canto ) One word : Freaky. -_____-
So.. I went for a visit to Ginger. And I found out.. Ginger is not in the cage. Then we thought our freaky neighbor took Ginger.But actually, she open the cage herself and went out. .___. But, we saw here anyway. Near the longkang. Dangerous!

On my right side.
Students. College students who skips Pendidikan Moral in school. Bloody jackasses. I fucking hate them. All boys. They eat like a monster, laugh like jackass. and attitude like a bloody bastards. The won't throw their stupid rubbish at their dustbin. But, they will throw near my longkang. Babi. Then, the other throw at my dad's plant. My dad got so mad. Stupid fucking jackass. Dickless. I really hate them. Stupid ugly guys. Zomg. I never even concentrate during Moral class, I also won't do that lah, okay? Bodoh lahhh.

Then other day. I talk with my sister and Ginger. Then got one dude, trying to act cool. He spoke english.. zzz. The funny thing is.. he don't know one word. He, then spoke Chinese back. LOLLLLL! Sorry, If they never be so rude, I won't be this mean. :)

Okay lah. That's all for now. Stupid internet connection suck. >:(
Currently reading There goes the bride by Holly McQueen. ♥

Almost, Friday.

2011-07-14T04:16:00.000-07:00

Hello world.

Tomorrow is Friday! ♥.
The day I love the most! *jumps*. I never blog for 2 days already. Hmm. I have no time. Plus, who bother to read my posts? :)
So, today's good. :) Felt like the time in school is so short. I'm so tired blogging about school. It's too boring for me.

Don't feel like blogging here! LOLLL sayonaraa.

I'm praying.

2011-07-11T02:55:00.000-07:00

Something I wish to have. *daydream.

Today is Monday. The day I hate the most. Felt so sleepy when studying.

So, I raise the flag, gracefully! :P. *doublecheersforme!

Seriously, it's a very big thing for me. Since I was so afraid.. I non-stop asking everyone how to raise a flag.

They were like.. *shows how*. I just nod. Still scared.

Then, Tong raise the school flag. I raise our country flag. :DD

I was so damn scared, even he realized it from my face expression. *dies.

But, thanks to him, he really did helped me A LOT. =)

Then, Physics. Fuck. Something kinda embarrassing happened. *hidesface.

Add Maths. Never bring my workbook. ._____.

Maths did test. =)

English did activities. :) We had this like a.. competition? Where Shatiesh ter-say wrong word, all blamed him.

Come on, morons. It's just a game for us to have fun.

No mood to blog. I finally understand what the fuck is PMS. LOL. MOODSWINGGGGG!

A day after Sunday sucks.

2011-07-10T01:28:00.000-07:00

Which is.. Monday. I declare Monday as DoomDay. You must be wondering why. Monday blues. Assembly. And Monday just sucks to the max :|.

Whatever lah.

Let's talk about today. Woots! Today is Sunday. :)
Yesterday slept around 2. Can say I've finished all my homeworks :D. Not sure correct or not.
Then, woke up around.. 8:40. Went to Aunty Mary's place. ( You don't need to know who :] )
Then came back. Sent John to KTM. He went to KLCC. ( Luckyyyy D: )
Walk around with Mom and Calyne and Benji. Ate brunch. Then, walk around parkson. I cannot stand the Bakers' Cottage's Spaghetti.
So, I bought and ate em' in the car. =)
I feel so useless. I ate so much and now, doing nothing but blogging. Ohmaigawd. :(

Feeling so cold now. Just showered. Now.. freezing cold! Okay seriously. IM DYING HERE.

So many things pissing my head off now. Grrrhhhh!
Okay, seriously. I need my fucking mouse! Its torturingggg! *angryface
I wanna watch tons of movies, but I can download it. Thankyoustupidplayer.
Shessh. Whatever. No mood to blog. Baaaaiii.

Thick and thin.

2011-07-09T04:48:00.000-07:00

I plan to blog about my pasts. :) Rewind about it makes me wanna push myself to the cliff.

I realize I was naive. I was kinda bitchy.

I regret for having this kind of attitude. I don't have the guts to confront.

I was also hypocrite. I was almost a bitch. ( Saved :P )

When FORM 1 and FORM 2. I have this crazy hairstyle. UNWANTED hairstyle. I regret. I saw my photos at my folder. *laughs* Crazy. Pose like stupid. -__-

I do a lot of things during Form 1. Made me regret. I did things I can go back and change it.

Sigh. felt like shit.

Form 3 onward, I feel like I've changed. :) I realize I'm more mature than before.

I came to the point where I know what's right and what's wrong.

I realize who is there for me, who can be trusted and what is life.

Now, I'm easily annoyed with stupid post. Or comments. Or pathetic shits.

I used to have the mask, where when I'm annoyed, but I won't show it.

Since this year, when something annoying is right in front of my face, I will show it.

Sometimes, I feel bad. But, after thinking.. I don't fucking care.

So, my point is.. everyone change.

It's either from good to bad, or bad to good. =)

Don't judge a person after what they did previously.

People grow. People change,

Everyone deserves a second chance. ( Only some certain case, lol! )

Oh yeaah. I dig out some old photos! LOLLLL. I freaking miss my straight hair. *cries

Friday by Rebecca Black.

2011-07-08T09:20:00.000-07:00

REBECCA BLACK FTW! ( Is that the right spelling? )
Seriously, after listening to Glee's version.. its kinda okay :). Started singing like mad after listening to Glee's. Better than her version, duh. Oh, I miss GLEE!
So, I think.. you guys realize why I never put my post in paragraphs.. right? =)
I feel like, it's nicer to read like this. Everytime I see my blog, in paragraphs, I will have sore eyes. *dramatic.
I'm trying to make my post, colorful x)

I went to school today. Felt like.. super sleepy today. Usually 7 something only wake up. When I'm on MC lah.
Sigh. Dengan keletihan, aku bertahan. Aku nak belajar. But fuck, I was so tired.
Anyway, I rushed my Chemistry homeworks today. But, ended up, never pass up also. Plan to hand in on Monday. =) I hate Mondays. Aargh.
So, Chemistry was always kinda funny. Oh, I put my book near the tab. I was concentrating too much, I did not fucking realize the tab is pouring out some toxic. It made half of my Chemistry text book.. wet. So freaking wet, I want to pull the shit out. -___- Ass. *cries
Add Maths! Did test. Superb blur. LOL.

Skip the shits. Move on.. :D. I told Vienna about my Beruang story. :DD. Even now, I mention it to my sister, again,
She'll laugh like mad =)
Okay, there is one thing. I need to say it here. Can't stand it anymore. I don't care if you terasa or what. :P.
I have one friend. Around my age. FEMALE. Kinda annoying, Drama-ass. so on.. :O
She's so freaking desperate, you can die. -___- Really can't stand her annoying status. D; Okay, obviously. It's someone from Facebook. I have around.. 500+ friends. Guess until you die. ;).

I wanna watch Harry Potter so much! =) Wanna watch from the first movie. I'm not a huge fan, but I'll surely miss all the three faces. ;)
Saw the telly just now. News from London. All the fans were crying, because it's the last one. Awh, touched with their hearts. *sobs.
When I first watch the first movie, I really hope that I will someday get Hogwarts' letter. I've always wanted to be as smart as Hermione Granger. Who doesn't? :)
Image that we could be her. Get to answer every questions.
&also, get to play with the 'wand'. ;P Hmmm. Feel like downloading all the movies. ;O Shall rethink first.

I feel good when people look down on me. It's adding my anger towards you and make me wanna rip your heart out. Literally.
Thanks for that. You made my life even better, 'cause I'll feel good when I'm on top of you. :))
Okay, gonna sleep now. Nightss!

I hate Dentist.

2011-07-06T22:30:00.000-07:00

Okay, not really. ;P
Yesterday I had toothache. Like what the fuck. All the pain straight go to my brain. No need interpret.
So, went to the dentist.
Did his stuff and now, I'm okay. He say still will pain. *felt the pain* So he gave me two types of antibioticS and pain killerS.
2 more weeks must go back to him. :'(
It will be on the 20th. But, I think I'll go on 19.
Since, half of the class is going to Bangi, I go visit the dentist. -___-
*Sigh. After one shit happen, another shit come.
OH SHIT, GET OVER ME WILL YA? *smackshead

Okay.. so there is one thing that annoy me. I need drumrolls.. *drumrollsssss* MY MOUSE!
Acting damn bitchy since last week.
Can't scroll down the page. Have to use the dumb ass slow way. By dragging down the right hand side thingy. *sadface.
Don't dare to tell mum. :x
But, this mouse use kinda long already. More than 2 years. :) Really, my sister and I jaga our thing like how we take care of our life. :)
I think we will get use of the lame way to scroll down page, I think. :)
I bought lots of things already, since last month. I don't dare to ask from mom a mouse. *hides.

I find this gif is very... disturbing. :|

Depressed. I need PLL. :S
SHOOOO, I've been thinking about my life. :)
I should change. I should work hard to be higher than my expectations.
I should give everyone a ~~mini~~ heart attack. ;)

So gonna apply this to my life. LIKE SERIOUSLY x)

Annoying stomach D:

2011-07-05T20:40:00.000-07:00

Looks yummy. But.. IS IT?

Yesterday, recess. Ate Nasi Goreng Kampung. I was hungry. So, all the foods look tempting.

Then the hungry bear bought the rice. I ate it. Really nice :).

Then after that is Biology. So, we all go lab. I can't go back to class to drink my water. So, my stomach burned. And now, it's painful ;(.

Sigh. Tomorrow will be back to school :). Sad, eyh? Can't attend English Club party.

But, nevermind. There will be always, next year. :)

So, I online. Later homeworks. Never-ending homeworks.

So, I go you-tube. :)

If you watch Pretty Little Liars, you will always here this theme song. :) I'm already in Season 2, by the way. Its nice to watch! Very addictive.

Mom like this song. :) So, I downloaded this song for her. Put as ringtone, I guess? Mymomissocute!

I'm also a big fan of Owl City and Lenka. Of course, I subscribed their VEVO Channel. :) They uploaded new music video. Love Love Lovee!

AHHHHHHHH! Owl City! I love youuu! <3. This video very nice ;). All his video is nice. Go check it out! :)

Lenka, TWO! :D The song is nice. The video.. not so much. But, she's a awesome songwriter :).

OKAYYYY. That's all. :) CHIAOOOSS!

TODAY IS KINDA BAD.

2011-07-05T04:12:00.000-07:00

Question of the day ( daily question, I mean )

How's school? *8D

One hell of a fuckin day. Why?

'Cause we are all living in a hell?

Body ache, disturbing noises, annoying dickhead(s), and what a tiring day.

Call me insane, call me whatever. Dickhead(s) story below. I wanna update about my life first, okay? ;) SO yeah. Today PE we did ujian segak. Ohmygod, part of my life is taken away. So fuckin tired. We did all 4 things TODAY. :( Tuition was funny just now. :) Sigh. Nothing to update bout myself.

Dickheads. Why so cruel? Why so bad? Okay. nak manja go dai.

So, you guys wanna know why. Hmmm..

They suck.Critic girls like shit. No manners. Seriously, stop talking about all the girls boobs. See one girl pass only, start. ._____. Bloody dickheads. They never think about people's feelings. They only care about THEMSELVES. Which is so fucking annoying. Aargh, go die only lah shitz. Its not like girls talk about their dicks. Ahhhh. .______. I really hate their attitude.

Tiring,

2011-07-04T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hey! So, I had Monday Blues, which felt like shit.

Girl, can borrow me your teddy bears? I want to sleep! T_T

I really had a hard time sleeping and waking up. Sleeping early makes you feel like hell. In the middle of the night, you can't sleep. So, I rather sleep at 11:30 from today onward :)

Still not yet start with my homeworks. ;( Took like 10 minutes nap. Do house chores, and bath Ginger. :) She smells like Pantene! I love her to the very max! Anyway, my Add Maths is piling up. And there will be test! :( This week.

Okay, so the major wtf situation is.. too many books to hand in to teacher this week. *sadface.
So, we had Physics today. I never do a few questions. But, I've completed my notes. Like, really, totally complete. Only left 2 unwritten pages.
I feel like shit. But, I know. Lots of people hand in incomplete works, right? *sigh.

So, my hair is being a major shit nowadays. Look super messy. Plus, my fringe! Its poking me eyes. Ahh can't see omg! But, I have to tahan sampai mati. I know I can. :D
So, waiting for my hair to get longer and.. do some big gigantic curl. Woots! :)

Okay, off to do homeworks! :(

If only I'm in a pageant competition, I will ask for

Screw homeworks, Fuck pens. Save the earth. Stop using paper and lastly WORLD PEACE. *waves

So.. supermodels out there.. INSPIRED? :) Well, bless me.

Time Hates ME.

2011-07-03T05:41:00.000-07:00

Wait, not me. US ( My siblings and I ) . Since idontknowwhen the internet connection is being so fucked up. I can't tweet with my phone, I can update my tumblr and I can't blog.

My internet connection only works..at night. Omg, why so bitch lah. Morning won't work, evening won't work. But.. that's it. YOUSUCK! Okay, I wanted to blog about my childhood times. Like.. what I listen or watch. But, I guess there is no time. Sigh. :|

I'm thinking about what I wanna write in my next blogpost.
Its either..

Music
My kind of perfect.

Hehehe. Still thinking what to write. Till then, byee! :3

Change, x)

2011-07-02T05:30:00.000-07:00

What I did to my blog? ;)

Heheh! I love how it looks now. ;) I added Saving mode, tinkerbell, rainbow link effect ( when you put your cursor to the link, it appears like rainbow, nampak? ;) ) and snow effect, i guess, and I changed my template, used my old header. Took me half an hour. *sukasuka

So today is the Larian 1Malaysia thingy. My number is 0256. All say want to buy toto. Hahha, cute. :) At first. thought can run with Vienna, but she got kawad. So, ran with Massuelyn. May Yee, May Yie, Ju Ling, Wai Shi and Ryan. :) Oh, and halfway, Richard. Aiks.. benci. *sorry if you reading this. you just annoyed me today.

Then, saw lots of people run! :) Too bad Im not in it. *sigh. Anyway, Green House is the CHAMPION! Like finally. From last to first. Awesome, eyh? ;P

So, thats all for today ;)

Laughing makes you, COUGH.

2011-07-01T08:47:00.000-07:00

Due to the humors today, I am coughing my lungs out. :)) But, it was fun, anyway. So, no blaming, no blaming. :P Remember about the ' to be continue ' and the previous post? Fuck, tak payah lah. ;)

Today school.. I laughed a lot. ( I realize I type this sentence, every time. ) I am not gonna talk about my school times. Bwaahhhh- ringggggg. So, tomorrow is my Sports' Day. I feel kinda sad for Renjer. :( Nobody enter. So, our team have to tarik diri. PN.U was kinda sad. I can see from her face. So next year, I think I am going to join :). High possibility (Y).

Oh! Also, the larian 1 Malaysia is tomorrow. All the school will be running, with different tracks, of course. It would be.. FUN! I hope. Gonna ~~run~~ jog with Vienna, I think. :) Hopefully, we're gonna laugh, laugh and laugh! :D. Hehehe.

Not yet finish my fuckin' homeworks. Fuckkkkkkkkkkk. Really benci. Did a few of history, gonna continue maybe, later? *smiles.

Just now took Ginger to the clinic! Inject her. She's so cuteee! xxxx! *hugs* Inject, then got tablet. Give her next week, I think? Um, not sure. Wanted to buy clothes for her, but then.. it's so expensive. :( Maybe will keep some money for the pink clothes. ;) She will totally look so damn cute! Ngeekkss!

Okay lah, time for bed. Goodnight. Aku tak nak pengsan esok.

So fucking tired.

2011-06-29T04:13:00.000-07:00

I wanna have superpowers! :D.

Staying back is something shity, that I would not stay back forever. I hope, I don't have too. Staying back is like.. giving away part of your life. Ohgod. I really feel like this. Today is Wednesday which means is a fucking shit day for me. Let me start with my day first. ;

Woke up around 6. My throat was burning like shit. It hurts so bad, my tears went out. Tragic, eh? Then, go to school. Was searching for teacher. Then, after that, got announcement saying some class have to go to the hall after the assembly. ( Only chinese ). Then, went it. All full of people. So, I sat with Hui Xin at the back. ;). It was some sort of Newspaper from Era College. They spoke Chinese, so that made me like a clown. I keep on asking Hui Xin to translate for me! ;P. Sayaaang awak. ♥. ( even when she molest me like crap ;P ) Got a looott of people talked. Non of them is funny. EXCEPT, for one. That one, I understand everything. Everything he said, I understand. His voice like girl. He's a photographer. Hahaha, Omg. He is really funny!

To Be Continue.. :)

Laugh Your Heart OUT.

2011-06-27T04:59:00.000-07:00

Laugh, laugh, laugh! :D.

School today is kinda fun, as I laugh my lungs out ( well, almost. ;P ). I laughed a lot. LOL. Everytime in the class, sure laugh like mad. Today assembly. Raining. Thunder. All the roof runtuh ( No, only rain. ;P ) , school still continue with the assembly, Sing 3 songs, pledge, and never-ending announcements, *salute. Bersemangat tinggi. So, yeah. Rain still listen like a good student. :)

I wish when I laugh I look like that. Too bad. I don't D;

Then, enter class. Physics teacher not in. So, got 2 teachers replaced her time. Then, Add Maths. Due to the rain ( thank you .__. ), there will be no saringan. Which means.. got Add Maths. So many homeworks.

Sheesh But, then I chatted with Vienna a lil and Richard. Richard told me about this outing with his family to MV. So funny I can die! Hilarious shitz. Then, continue with Maths. Studied as usual. Bored. Slept a lil. Bend down and sleep. Teacher never realize. Then, English! There's a article about Laughing. It says that laughing is contagious. Yeah, we know that. Teacher ask Richard and Stephen to randomly laugh. Hahaha. Funny. The article also says that you should not laugh to sarcasm, To me, it's the main point of laughing! :P.

Oh yeah, bought the T-Shirt. That says about the malaysia sukan thingy. Cost me RM11. Sigh. Whatever. For fun jer. ;)

So, today my issue is my Hair. So fugly I want to vomit blood. .___.

So fuckin true.

Dream Hair ;

California King Bed.

2011-06-25T21:29:00.000-07:00

Nice song. :) It's not like I just only listen to this song, I just have the sudden urge to listen to it again.
Something annoying about any random people with stupid mind, they will think I just only listen to the song. Its like.. when we listen first, we never post it. But, when we post it later, they will call us outdated. .___.

And this, is always in your mind. REPEATING.

This ~~beautiful~~ Sunday. Hmmm. Tomorrow school! Fuck. -__- Finished my homeworks. I'm not sure if my graph is correct or not. Well, screw the world. I don't care.

Teacher won't collect your book when you're done, and teacher will collect your book when you're half done.

Just FUCK THE WORLD AND STOP SCHOOL! I wish.

Ngeksss! Okay, that's random.

I came to realize, we have the same music taste.

Perfection.

2011-06-25T03:17:00.000-07:00

Everything.

2011-06-24T09:21:00.000-07:00

Perfect face structure.

Why am I blogging? To spare some time here. Since I have nothing to do. So, let's continue with my life?

So, yeah. The other day went to a restaurant with Mom. Buy wan tan mee. ;) Tasteless one. LOL. Then, he asked my mom in cantonese.

BABI / MOM / ME

Your daughter ah?

Yeah. *smiles

*stares*

*feel like putting some bom in the face. Pfft.*

Very leng lui ah. *stares*

*babi, your wife is next to you wtf*

Okay, seriously. Dickhead, get the fuck off from me. Everytime I pass by, he will stare. I wish I can just throw all the shits to him. DICKHEADDICKHEADDICKHEAD.. Being rude to people like this is consider as normal.

I just feel like, all this men should get blind.

Just get the fuck off.

Never, ever, give up.

2011-06-22T03:07:00.001-07:00

Depressed.

OHGOD!

2011-06-21T03:00:00.000-07:00

Tim Halperin & One Republic followed me at Twitter. ZOMGWTF!

Monday Blues. *sadface.

2011-06-20T03:11:00.000-07:00

Sad, but true.

Today is Monday. So, assembly! Went super long, wtf! So, I walked around the line where I was supposed to be. Which is 5 Science 2. I was standing righhhtttt in front there. Stopped right there. And I regret. *dies* So, my teacher Pn.X. Let's call her 'X', alright? She went all they way, which passed around.. 7 prefects? And, here it goes. I am the one who kena. Because the line not straight. Ohmygod. So malu I can die. Everyone ( almost ) looked at me. Even the other 7 prefects heard. .___. Where should I hide now? Sigh. Then automatically, everyone move their bloody ass into the line. Like wtf, just go to your line! Daaaamn. *screams*

Then, got one boy. GOD KNOWS HE IS FROM THE OTHER CLASS! I asked him to go to his place, He replied ' I want to talk to my friend ' Um, excuse me? Your words just hit my eardrum to death. What kind of reason. .____. So, I asked him to go, like...... 1000 times? LOL Okay maybe 15 times. Then Pn.X heard! She asked me to give him warning letter :O. I felt.. bad. But, its your fault. Not mine. So whatever!

Today got to talk with Viennaaa! :) Hahaha. Miss talking to her. During recess, I mean.. almost recess. I asked Ryan about the graph book. He say he got.. then he showed us. I just laughed. Thinking about his expression showing.. HAHAHHA! :D. Sorry dude. You're just so funny. Be proud, yo! He's a good secret keeper, and in helping friends. Ryan, if you read this, Thank me for praising you. Hahahha!

Watching Glee now! Finally, watching New York! Later, homework and BM komsas reading! Shit, bye!

Orange top.

2011-06-19T04:24:00.000-07:00

Hello kawans! Something shity about Sunday is thinking about waking up tomorrow to school. The word gives me goosebumps. Tomorrow will be my first day of school. :) Catching up with my friends tomorrow. Its time to face my goddamn marks. Ahhh, screw it! Its my first exam and yeah. Part of it, I suck. LOL. WHYTHEFUCKIJUSTINSULTMYSELF? *smacks head*

You must be wondering;

Okay, the reason my title is Orange Top. Its a guy I used to have a crush on. Buy, Why orange top?
Easy. The last day I talk to him, he was wearing orange top. Looked perfect on him. Perfect match with his skin tone. Really. I got over him. I mean, I thought. And lately, I found out that I'm missing him. Yeah. I fall for him when we argue everyday. Friendly argue. Where we will always insult each other, ;). It was fun, and I miss doing that with him.

There is one moment, where he wanted to talk to me, but I have to go. Such a fucked up moment. Aaargh. I regret. To be honest, If I see him, I will avoid. I don't want to get into him that much, but now. My feelings is twice the feeling. I remember that cute moment. He treated me like beyond shit, but in a good way. And I got so mad and confronted him. He said sorry. :) Sweet. I was playing, actually. .____. Oh, by the way. He's beyond sarcastic. So, who will believe him? I asked him to prove it to me. Then, the next day. He came to me saying Sorry with the innocent face. Awwwh. :'). I think that moment, I fall for him.

And now, this moment, yes. I admit, I miss him. Very much. And I know things won't work out. But, Missing him no harm, right? So, why not. I'll eventually omit him out from my life. I'm pretty sure about that. If there is no hope we can meet again, why planting some hope in your heart. Its meaningless, and later, burning yourself. I accepted the fact, from the beginning. I can see nothing.

I admit, listening to some love songs and my brain will be attached to him. Weird, eyh? Do I really miss him THAT much? I'm easily distracted, by him. I think I'm Blinded By Love. Sounds familiar? Its lenka song. Blinded By Love. I love that song. :)

How am I suppose to believe this, when I can't even be with the guy I like? Sigh, life is a misery.

Science & Faith.

2011-06-18T03:34:00.000-07:00

I just love Science & Faith by The Script.

WHY I LOVE IT?

#1; The super meaningful lyrics.
#2; The very cool effect in the video.
#3; The superb cool title.
#4; Perfect song for my situation.

:) Sing alonggg!

Tried to break her to a science in an act of good defiance
I broke her heart (I broke her heart)
There’s a pull up on her theories
there’s a watch her growing weary
I broke her heart (I broke her heart)

Having heavy conversations about the frivolous
Constellations of our souls oooooh
We’re just trying to find some meaning in the things that we believe in
But we got some ways to go.

Of all of the things that she’s ever said
She goes and says something that just knocks me dead.

Chorus
You won’t find faith or hope down a telescope
You won’t find heart and soul in the stars
You can break everything, got the chemicals
But you can’t explain a love like ours.

Its the way we feel, yeah this is real
Its the way we feel, yeah this is real

I tried pushing evolution as the obvious conclusion of the start
Anekatips hmmm .. it was all my own amusement
Saying love was an illusion of a hopeless heart

Of all of the things that she’s ever said
She goes and says something that knocks me dead.

Chorus
You won’t find faith or hope down a telescope
You won’t find heart and soul in the stars
you can break everything down to chemicals
But you can’t explain a love like ours

It’s the way we feel, yeah this is real.
It’s the way we feel, yeah this is real.

(Of all of the things that she’s ever said
She goes and says something that just knocks me dead)

Chorus
You won’t find faith or hope down a telescope
You won’t find heart and soul in the stars
you can break everything down to chemicals
but you can’t explain a love like ours.

It’s the way we feel, yeah this is real
It’s the way we feel, yeah this is real

4 days,

2011-06-15T21:28:00.000-07:00

Hey, baby. ;)

I'm dying. Literally.
Been absent since Monday until.. now.
I really have no energy.
I'm having fever, flu, cough, sore throat, allergy, and diarrhea.
Pathetic, right? D:
I feel so guilty.. but the sickness come to me! LOL.

Been taking lots of pictures. :D Wheeee!

10 days challenge. :)

2011-06-10T09:12:00.000-07:00

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.

Okay, let's start! Oh btw, Stadium post will be up when I'm free :D.

#1 Mom ; Thanks for everything you had done for me. Iloveyoutotheverymax. ♥
#2 God ; Please, please hear my prayers and help me. :)
#3 Him ; I liked you, but I think I got over you, so yeah.

I don't know if this is counted as cheating, but the other 7 will remain private deep in my heart. :)

Stadium Playground part 1.

2011-06-08T23:59:00.000-07:00

So, the other day, Mom & I brought Bryan and Benjamin to Stadium Kajang. The playground there is so nice, make me wanna play along with the boys. *hides face* :P.

We spend out time there around.. 10-15 minutes? But, hellyeah I took lots of pictures. Currently editing the photos. :).

Pictures ;)

Hehehe. Going there again later. OH yeah. Before that;

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself.
Day Three: Eight ways to win your heart.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot (in no order whatsoever)
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two smileys that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.

Gonna do it soon! :'D

Let's get to Ginger, first.

2011-06-08T05:55:00.000-07:00

So, Ginger is my dog now. Or puppy. *smacks head* She is so cute. And she's white! :) Awwh, I just want to hug her now. :') Her age is around.. 1 month old? Cute, right? She look like sheep/rabbit/cat.

She first came was on June 6th. :). My sister took her from her friend house, Embrys. :) She was so tiny! But, now. She bite! D:

Just, FYI. SHE LOVE CROCS! :D

I went to Jusco (s)

2011-06-06T20:56:00.000-07:00

I went Jusco yesterday. Wondering why my title is Jusco (s) ? So, we planned to go Sg Long Jusco. Since we always go Balakong, we just go Sg Long there. Its dull. Its empty. And its ~~kinda~~ boring.

So, I wore a pink t-shirt, jeans skirt and killer flats.

Ever since wearing this flats, my toes hurts. Like mad. Imagine walking around 2 Jusco with this flats.

On the way. Ben is so cute! ;P.

In case you're wondering what's he doing, he is doing some camera pose and say ; Smileee! :)

@ Sg Long's. Super bored. Wasted the money.

Walking in. =)

He supposed to hold the teddy's hand. ;)

Bought this @ Sg Long. Hehehe. I love it now. New baju for my phone

Bought the books @ Popular, Jusco Cheras Selatan. I bought Safe Heaven for Calyne's Birthday :) And mom bought the Polo watch for her. She's wearing it. Zoom, sendiri aite.

That's all :)

Upcoming post, Stadium Playground.

( Have to edit those photos before posting Busy, busy. )

NoTitle.

2011-06-03T09:44:00.000-07:00

The reason the title is NoTitle is because, I don't know what to write, and I'm just crapping myself out. I was just reading XiaXue's blog. And I was clicking to some other older posts. It's kinda interesting reading the entries. :).

So, let's crap the head out, shall we? *winkwink

Before we start, I'm gonna make this post a lil more C.O.L.O.R.F.U.L okay? Nyehehe! :)
As you all know, I love pink. Pink is always, always my main color of life. And the other day, I was packing up my stuffs. Old stuffs. Even I saw the things I kept for more that 10 years. Pretty nice, right? It was a file, full of Hello Kitty pictures. I used to cut those in the newspapers, magazines and everything! ♥ I had puzzle, purse, and almost everything that is something to do with Hello Kitty! :3. Of course, I think Hello Kitty is way cuter than Domo and Angry Birds! *sorry to the big fans out there :P*

Hello Kitty fans out there, be prepared. :)

Some place I wanna be. Even the door's frame is so adorable! I just want to cry now :').

Awwwh. The family. I just love the bow. and the wrap head! :3

Too cute to eat! I won't eat it. ohmygod! So cuteeeeeee!

Extra cute!

Who want to move in with me? Love this!

Can I have that? Please.

And this, for my birthday.

Marry me.

Cute nerd.

Snapsnap!

CAN I DIE NOW? SO CUTE!!

Planning on getting my phone bedazzled like this. :3

If they have this here, I'll throw my handphone away! :P

♥

Love it? ;)

I'm planning on having back my nuffnang.

Still have no idea.

2011-06-02T03:42:00.000-07:00

And I'm just waiting for your text. Where are you?

Hello, world! Nyehehe. Must be wondering why the hell I'm so hardworking to blog, right? *smiles* Cause I almost die. So damn boring. Shitz. I wanna go jogging with my brother, but, the time is so limited. No time. He's asleep and I'm.. ~~lazy~~. :P

Currently reading The Host. Heheh. But, I'm not into that kind of story line. I want.. romance-ish. Life-ish. It just makes me feel like I'm in the story. Right? So, yeah.. Gonna find some novels on Saturday. Whyee! Hopefully, the plan will work! :{)

I gotta go now. Going to the Stadium. Hehhee, bye!

The best way to wait; blog.

2011-06-01T03:21:00.000-07:00

Sorry for using you my dear blog. Its just that.. No one is reading.. and I wanna type. :P

Today is Wednesday. Why on earth is the time pass so fucking fast? :( I wish.. we have like, 48 hours per day? Double it up. But, not during the school days. If possible, make it 3 hours per day. Anyway, just now Ryan came to my house and give me his homework, for me to photocopy. He came with Dav and some other people. I'm here to say my thanks to you. :{)

I'm planning on buying a novel. Any suggestions? Blank mind, can't think, and I wanna die.

Been drowning myself with celebrities photos. How can they be so goddamn gorgeous? :O

June 1.

2011-05-31T19:23:00.000-07:00

MY last post was on the 20th of May. Hmm, sudah lama kan? -__________________-

So, how's life? I'm literally dying here, so don't bother asking me. :) I still not yet touch any of my homeworks. Still left Physics and Biology not with me. D:

Holidays = extra lazy and lazy and.. lazy. Having a wifi phone equals to going online every second. Which makes things.. worse. Since, I've decided to let go, and move on. But, as soon as I go to my homepage, he appears. With his post. Holy crap.

Anyway, forget about him. It won't bring me good, anyway. Have lots of plans for next week! :) Woot, woot!

Three weeks, of hell.

2011-05-20T19:50:00.000-07:00

The title says it all. :(

Exam! :( Three weeks including next week. Next week will have Modern Maths, PJ, Moral and Physics. Overall, all of them is super hard. :| But, next week I'm gonna skip school. From Thrusday to Friday. Hehehe, Awesome, kan?

Old Photos Part 1.

2011-05-07T03:21:00.000-07:00

I miss my straight hair. ):

Don't ever, take late dinner.

2011-05-06T05:04:00.000-07:00

So, I've experienced it. Suffer from the gastric pain yesterday. Well, Padan Muka lah, anyway. :P

Exam next Tuesday. So not ready. But, am looking forward to the 2 weeks school holiday. I am so going out and enjoy my ass out. No, not bitch in the club in the middle of the night. Go shopping. Maybe with my mom? ;3. I wanna get my hands to the goddamn novels I want. If. IF I list it down, I bet you're gonna die reading my post.

Anyway, I hope I can ace this exam. It's very, very important. Gonna have parent- teacher day. Or other way round, IDK. Screw that. So, nowadays I have so many bitch blocking my mind. I just feel like giving one gigantic fat ass slap to them. But, I can't. I'll be taking pictures.. holding my tags.. and rot in jail. -__-.

Okay, that's the bitch part. Besides that, I had nightmare. About.. me. Loosing my teeth. The front down one. THREE DAMN TEETH. Like one damn flat row no teeth. I nearly cried. I seriously thought it was real. *touchwood* I can feel it. OH. MY. GOD. If nobody can wake me up, just dig a hole and throw me in. I might be dead. BUT. I woke up. 'Cause.. I wanna go toilet. Hahaha. So, thank you bladder! :3.

But, before that.. I had a sweet dream. :3 Won't tell! :P. I realize I'm having so many stages of dream. Even I take a nap for 30 minutes, I'll have a dream. D; Sometimes, I can't tell you if it's reality or it's a dream. It's torturing. D: How to cure this damn dream disease? Anyone, tell me? Need help! I think I can sleep walk. Seriously. NOT JOKING.

So, I'll stop here? :)

The Royal Wedding.

2011-04-29T04:50:00.000-07:00

The most amazing dress, ever.

American Idol? (;

2011-04-22T13:09:00.000-07:00

I superbly love american idol! :)

Must be wondering.. who I'm supporting, huh? :) Heheheh!

Scotty McCreery! :) 17 and have fantastic voice. Wheee! Hopefully, he'll win! <3

Well, I ~~hate~~ dislike the most ;

Lauren Alaina. I don't know why :|

I need to Catch Up.

2011-04-22T09:05:00.000-07:00

Happy Earth Day! :D

I really need some color in my life.

OHEMGEE. I need to catch up with my studies. :| I forgot to call Vienna, today. Slept. Too tired. And coughing like mad :(. Hmm, I wanna watch PLL. So, blog soon! Bye! :)

When I am bored.

2011-04-19T23:11:00.000-07:00

I blog, sleep, read magazines, watch the same damn movie.

I enjoy blogging, last time. But.. when I go through lots of blogs. ( fashion blogs, random bloggers, famous bloggers, friend's blog ) , they use Wordpress, Live Journal, OnSugar, and so on. I can tell that, they are fantastic sites! I really wanna try the others. I'm bored with Blogger. Hmm.. but I'm afraid that I feel bored and I need you guys to re-link me, again. Ugh.

So, I google-ed.

Which is the best blogging sites?

Wordpress
Blogger
Typepad. ( never heard of them )
Moveable Type.
Live Journal

I only list the top five. For more information : Click here.

What I like about Wordpress, OnSugar and Live Journal is, their smileys! :) It appears, right? So, yeah.. I'm still thinking to move to Wordpress or not. Shit. I'm doomed. .__.

Aargh, still sick. I need some rest, bye.

I've changed. Again.

2011-04-17T21:33:00.000-07:00

From a slide phone user, to a C3 user. Hehehe. Its purple! (Y) This phone got wifi and stuff. <3

Reaction;

2011-04-09T04:14:00.000-07:00

When someone asks me if they can borrow a pen, i’m like:

Then i see them put MY pen in their mouth & i’m like:

Then they do it again & i’m like:

The bell rings & they almost leave with MY pen & i’m like:

Then they remember & it give it back, & i’m like:

As usual, while waiting.

2011-04-08T19:52:00.000-07:00

The reason why I'm blogging now, its because I'm B.O.R.E.D
I'm waiting for PLL to load. That's why. :)

You see, I kinda love trebuchet ms. I have a thing for that font. Too bad, there is no chemistry between my blog and that font. Fuck, kan? Internet connection being bitchy again today. Sucks, I know. I've been a good girl, you know. *despite the fact I say fuck almost everytime at my blog. I've done most of my homeworks! Wheeeee! But, its not done yet. anyway. So, school's been 'great'. As usual, study and study. Half dead.

The other day, during History. I almost sleep. It was torturing! Want to sleep, and feel like the teacher is watching me. o_O Then I looked at everyone. Trust me, everyone have the same face. :O Shocking, really. Last year, I slept during History, I slept. It felt good. Even in the lab, during Biology, I slept. .__. And Tong thought I was crying. 'Cause I bend down. & I'm sitting at the first table. So, I think I should sleep earlier next time? :O

Okay, I don't know what to type here already. :) Adios, amigos!

Just wanna say HI.

2011-04-06T09:06:00.000-07:00

Hey Hey Hey! Just visiting. Its 12:03 and I need to sleep right now D: School is tomorrow omg! I don't wanna sleep in Biology period, since its the first one. ;)

Goodnight, Sweet Dreams :)

Long Journey.

2011-04-03T20:07:00.000-07:00

I skipped school today. Total = 3 fucking days. Yes, I know I'm awesome. Wtflol. Anyway, I'm so superb tired after Cheng Beng. Aaarghhh. Have to go back earlier. Dad asked my mom and I to wake up at 4:30. ( Mad, mad, mad, mad! ) My mom and I never plan to sleep. 'Cause we watch American Idol then.. watch lots of pirated CD (s). Feel kinda sad for Thia and Naima. ): But, I want Scotty to win, anyway. His voice is so.. sexaaayy. Okay, I'm joking. Or maybe not.. *evil smile

Okay, so we tak tidur, you know. Sister & Brother stayed home. So, mom and I stayed up late. Dad wake up, then we go. Started our journey to Pahang at 4:33. Went to 7 eleven to buy reload card. Slept in the car. Sitting lagi tu. Reached Pahang at 5 something. Waited for a shop to open and had our breakfast. Ate Roti Canai. Then, went to the.. err.. lol wait. I forgot what that place call. So we cleaned it and.. bla bla bla. LOL.

Feel so fucking tired. Reached home. Sit down, shower and then got phone call from Vienna. Seriously, I forgot what I've said to her. I was so fucking sleepy. LOL I'm not really sure.. :|

Nobody's Fool.

2011-03-31T19:40:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Happy April Fool's Day! :) Did you guys fool anyone today? Well, Nobody's Fool. *smiles*

If you're a big fan of Glee, you know this song. :) Its in the episode 16 in Season 2. I always keep myself track with Glee. Hehehehe!
This song is their original song! So, its so fuckin awesome! :) I heart heart this song. <3 Very meanigful & lovely. (Y) Go glee! :)
Oh yeah, currently catching up with Pretty Little Liars. I wanted to watch Chuck, but.. oh well :)

My eyes are opened.

2011-03-30T20:47:00.000-07:00

I woke up, from my fantasy.

I came to realize that I made a huge mistake.

I was being a person that is not really me.

I was pretending, I guess?

I know what it feels like to be ignored.

To be invisible, for once. I realize, I'm annoyed. I usually okay with it. But, this time. Its different.

I keep everything to myself. I never talk to anyone about this. Ever.

Whoa, it's hard to deal with this. I know, we all need some personal time together. To tell secrets. To share things that you don't want others to know.

I know that feeling, I seriously do.

I move backward. To leave some space.

I saw how you looked at me.

Like, I'm a huge wall. Covering your view.

I feel left out from this. Like forever left out.

I thought we were closer that that. I guess I'm wrong.

Call me whatever you want.

Over-react, Dramatic, Bitch, and so on..

As crazy as it sounds, this year is a fucked up year. For everything, from January to March. W

Well, God bless me, please?

Forget It.

2011-03-27T21:47:00.000-07:00

Sometimes, I just want to run away from this cruel world.
Nothing seems fair to me.
Or maybe I'm over thinking? I'm not so sure.
I always feel wrong. But, there is nothing wrong to feel like this.
Maybe the world against me. For what I am thinking
I shall wait for my turn to get what I want.
Yeah, maybe the right one will come.
Maybe good things will come to my world and fulfill my wish?
Hopefully.
Right now, I just have to accept it and let it cross my mind.
If dreams can be in reality. I am happy.
You have no idea what was my dream the other day.
Part of it is creepy. I shall wait and wait and.. wait.
Emotional songs just make me think of this.
Shall I let it go, or fight for it? :|

Hmm.. let's see how far can I go.
The road is too long for me.

Breaking Bones.

2011-03-27T02:31:00.000-07:00

Just got back from prefect camp. Tiring but, fun! :) Yeah, its kinda hard to believe, but it was terrific this time. Despite the fact that I slept for only1 hour plus. -__- Fuckgila.

I'm in Kapal Selam. Hell yeah, it rocks like mad cowwww. My team members are Saran, Lee Chung Min, Slyvia, Shi Yin, Zhe Wen, Aina, Natasya, Shatiesh Kumar, Kristiga, two chinese boys, Akmal, & thats all I can remember LOLWTF. Out team leader is, Lee Chung Min a.k.a Apple! :D Ohhh we got one nickname for Akmal also. Hahaha biscuit! :D Apple's name connected to Akmal. Hahahh! Everytime I look at biscuit, I'll laugh like mad. Enjoyed in the group, laugh like mad. & I get to talk to Saraaan! :D Its been awhile since we last talk. And those others is some new friends. Most of them are Form 2. Its really nice to know them :)

But I feel so fuckin' tired now. :| Bones aching. So, not going to school tomorrow lah. Erm, thats all for now :D Goodbyeee.

Oh, how's the earth hour? ;D

& one last thing..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ARUNNNNNNNN!! HAVE A GREAT ONEEE! :')

I'm a human, not a robot.

2011-03-25T04:31:00.000-07:00

I feel weak today.
My right hand hurts today, like really bad.
My fingertips feel so numb.
I think I write too much this week.
Seriously, argh.
Fuck.